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I'm size 14 with boobs ruined by breastfeeding - he likes young size 10, perky boobs etc.
Wherecan Ihide I'm sorry you've been having problems.
He needs to talk to you and also get some medical advice re the impotence.
Would he agree to some counselling if he's not too good at talking things through with you?
Please don't think it could be caused by you having a body that he 'doesn't like' though! If he's in his 50's I doubt he's any kind of eyecandy with his clobber off either!
Wouldn't we all say we like slim, young, perky, whatever, in theory.